dearest kak long

tripod biol sejak akhir-akhir ataupun network tempat aku yang biol?.entahlah.nak tunggu dia bukak page pun berjenaah kepala otak aku menunggu.

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dearest kak long,

first of all,before this long boring babbling from me.i just want to you know that you are the best kak long i ever had.the love and the care you gave me is so unbearable,so undefined eventhough sometimes i do make you feel sick about me! :D yet you are the best among the others i ever had!.you have a special room inside my heart.the moment we shared together,i will cherised it until the day is over.

dearest kak long,

when the news i heard directly from you,i am a litle bit of shock.my godness!.have you lost your mind?.have you think good enough what is best for you?.no i did not mad at you,i did not angry at you but this kind of news make me want to break down and cry.

what have you done that you deserved this kind of fate?.i asked myself again and again.you do not have to received this fate upon your lifes.you deserved something more better than that.

dearest kak long,

me,as your favourite litle brother (am i?) really wish that this could never happen to you.yeah,maybe i got carried away with the situation right now but trust me kak long,as much as you wanted the best for you so do i the same.it just i do not want you regret it later on...

dearest kak long,

yeah,this is your own choice,you the one created it on your life's path but it just do not make any sense to me.seriously.still wondering..why?.

i got nothing to hold on it even i do not have any rights to make it not happen but i will pray for you my sweet kak long for your happiness and may the sweetest things will come to brighten up your lifes forever to the eternity.

your litle brother.